la te dum de da um de da da da

My stomach hurts, im tired, i dont wanna read heart of darkness, my vision is semi-blurry, im almost outta Better Cheddars, im cold, and im alone.... lets see anything else? well i was up till 430 last night with my ma finishing my damn history project... i am so tired... i had better get a good grade on that thing or she can choke on it for all i care...
Good News, Morgan, my only 1st cousin from NY is comin in to visit tomorrow. yipee...
It's raining... how the hell am i spose to skate in the RAIN? i mean really i finally decide to get off my lazy ass and do something and it RAINS! uhg! i cant skate in the rain! it will ruin me grip tape! uhg sigh....grrr...
lets see... recap of the last 2 days... Saterday we went to breakfast with bub and sab and i talked to him for the beyond evil project.We dropped emy off at auditions for her play company, and me and mom went to Target where i got a memory card and bracelet and white out pens and a nifty metallic sharpie.Then we went to Uncle Jacks for some holiday togetherness, where i was gonna skate, but it was 2 dark... hmm... ya, so then sunday slept till i had to get up and go worship my mothers god, i hate church, and after church we went to target again to exchange the memory card i got b/c it was the WRONG one, and also to buy some stuff for my history project so i could put it together and that is how i spent my afternoon, night and early morning, working on it.
ok, thats enough i guess, maybe ill go play crazy taxi... or not...

YES!

yes yes yes! my day improved i am no longer pissed i am happy... tonite we did go back out. Orlando and tony picked me up and we went to franklin mills (where i saw chris donivin and his girlfriend... how did i know it was his g/f? he was DRAPED on her) and then to neshaminy where we went to hot topic to visit jeff who was still working, but tony bought me a sticker and patch to cover a sticker that is already on my bag... and tony said that he will tell me the best time to give in my app for a job, being that he was employee of the month several tmes... any hooz then we picked up a sad lisa who got happier and we went skating, and i didnt watch i skated 2 and i am proud of me for doing so... i really am lisa and tony and orlando were giving me pointers and i was skating all by myself so ha ha ha to anyone who doubts me! YESSSS a perfect end to my day and the closing of the holiday! : )

o ya...

o and i feel compelled to tell u at pet smart tony had unscrewed orlandos anttena and was smacking people (in our group) with it... and at burger king we remeniced (ya i spelled that wrong!) of the old days when we went through the drive through and the sun roof... and also that chili, that lisa spit out all over, looked like puke...

Grrr

well, i WAS having a good day... i was picked up at like 945, we met tony lisa and jeff at the checks place next to the gas station, then we drove out to title 10. and it was fun watchin the guys i even tried in the bowl, i have zero talent... that damn bowl is slippery and steep, i need a boost to get out... it was freezing in there so i had on a tee shirt, sweat zipper hoodie and orlandos hoodie, which when i walked in the door realized i was still wearing... so then after title 10 we went to pet smart b/c tonyneeded cat food and then we went to burger king for lunch and then we dropped of lisa and jeff b/c they had to work, and then me and orlando and tony went to radio shack so tony could spend $100 on a toy, where i asked him if he was wearing mascara b/c he has very long eyelashes (turns out he doesnt wear any)... so then i called my FATHER to be responsible and ask to go to tonys and watch a video and he said NO! which made me sad...so i get punished for being responsible THAT'LL teach me to check in like a good daughter! there is the slightest chance that we can all go out tonite but it prob wont work out and i will be sad... why cant anything work out right for me? i am so mad at my father, he always ruins my fun... grrr...

ya... um , ya

ok so here i am now, i had a nice night. Me and Lauren, Mario, and Cara went bowling. Lauren got into a little bit of a weird mood so that made me sad b/c i dont wanna see my best friend in a bad mood... this morning well afternoon we went for annual dinner/ lunch at my babci's for traditional "good luck" polish food....we also played cards there, it was fun...but i am so excited i can't wait till tomorrow. I dunno if i said buttomorrow me and orlando and tony and lisa and jeff are going skating! yipee. they are alotta fun to hang with! like the time me and orlando and tony and lisa went tot he drive through and we got the food through the sun roof... it really isnt funny when u say it, but being there... and we got it on tape... lol, uhh sigh.. good times...well i have to wake up to be ready by 930 and being that i have been sleeping till 130 i need to go to bed... boo my nail polish is chipping...ok bed time... night!.. i am finally in a happy state

HIC HIC HIC

damnit i got the hiccups!!!!

o...

o, well... its new years... o boy... how fun.... dont get me wrong i had a nice night but its a bummer i found out a buncha friends were hanging out and i didnt get to go... o well... new years is always so exciting... um no i lied its not. Well another year and here i am just in the most pleasant mood anyone can hope to be in. well atleast friday will be happy... we all (orlando, me, lisa, tony, jeff, etc.) are gone skating... yipee!i guess tomorrow i will simply sleep the day away till frday when i can have some fun... o wait except for tomorrow nite if i do something... i dont know whatever.... god i hate being alone...good bye

5-4-3-2-1---o boy

i am probably not as excited as i should be... the best thing about new years? booze and explosives, in that order. but i dont get enough of that...booze that is. o well. so i am here again neglecting the work i should be doing. I think i am part vampire, how ironic i am something i fear most. I think i am a vampire because i love the dark nights, i hate going outside during the day. I love to stay up at night and sleep my day away. anywayz, i hate to do my work...
Lauren and i are attempting to make plans for tomorrow, and i still want to go out on friday... whats today? tuesday? no wednesday? ya wednesday...
O orlando did a very romantic thing for me yesterday... he sent me a text that said would u like to spend sometime with me tonite under the stars? and i wrote back of course and he came here and we looked at the starts through the sun roof, i thought that was nice. I like little things like that. :)
other than that i am in like a slug like mood i dont feel like doing anythng... like usual. lol i should start getting dressed for tonight now so by the time 2nite comes i'll be ready...
i feel sick...ima go wash the dishes real quick and brb...ok here i am now...
I have been in a real lonley type mood lately, i am alone and lonely... the only company i have right now is my half empty glass of water and 2 coffee/creme oreos... i think i'm going to go draw now.... or maybe work on my novel.... maybe both... i dunno ... good bye now.

EEP

I am in an odd mood, i just finished my english paper. it is not much better than b4, but to bad. I still have a bunch left on my history project... sigh, I am cold, but clean, i just took a shower. I am hungry too...ok so my day is this, i stayed up till 230 and slept till 130 then i woke up and ate some babka (polish sweet bread)and played Crazy Taxi on Game Cube. I then spent quality family time with my sister and father and played Scrabble. I lost. i then took my shower and now here i am. What a productive day. I know Jess M. doesnt like not being productive, but i don't mind one bit i enjoy being lazy.I am in like an A.D.D. mood... i type a sentence and then i look around and my mind wanders and i get bored with the song im listening to. la la la te dum dum ta. he he he was sitting here eating my secret santa from dann while i finished my english and now i am more awake, yet still hungry. well i supose that is enough i shall go work on my history project now... and maybe depending on how bored i am will come back, probably not though... O but 1st i shall leave you with thtis little poem: Razors pain you, rivers are damp, acids stain you, and drugs cause cramps, guns arent lawful, nooses give, gas smells aweful, you might as well live.

IiIiIiIiIiI'm bAaAaAack!

wOw, so here i am twice in one day, i probably won't write for awhile b/c i bet i'll forget, though i'll try not to forget... so after neglecting my work earlier today i pained my nails black... so now i have black nails...he he he how exciting... i need music. There we go, daniel lioneye, king of rock and roll... ya, so yesterday we drove out to my moms friends house and i hung with their son Jonathan... he's fun to hang with... and the proud owner of a pink belt and a new deck, (He broke the last 3 with small shit like a nollie, they were old decks), and ritalin. Ya so we had fun. my father passed out christmas eve... he is ok now, but he had to go to the hospital because he is a heart patient, i was worried b/c he had to stay over night... but hes ok... i got blood tests too for the 4 times i passed out, the tests came back ok, but i felt ok when they took them so i dunno how accurate that is...AHHH BACK OFF ILL TAKE U ON! head strong to take on anyone... so ya. Weekdays suck... because its harder to go out, i am already formulating plans for friday i wanna do something with tony and lisa and orlando... ya so ya... lol ok can u tell im bored? imma go check out a site johnathan gave me to look at so i write tomorrow (which is in like 5 minutes being that its 1155..) whateva