5-4-3-2-1---o boy

i am probably not as excited as i should be... the best thing about new years? booze and explosives, in that order. but i dont get enough of that...booze that is. o well. so i am here again neglecting the work i should be doing. I think i am part vampire, how ironic i am something i fear most. I think i am a vampire because i love the dark nights, i hate going outside during the day. I love to stay up at night and sleep my day away. anywayz, i hate to do my work...
Lauren and i are attempting to make plans for tomorrow, and i still want to go out on friday... whats today? tuesday? no wednesday? ya wednesday...
O orlando did a very romantic thing for me yesterday... he sent me a text that said would u like to spend sometime with me tonite under the stars? and i wrote back of course and he came here and we looked at the starts through the sun roof, i thought that was nice. I like little things like that. :)
other than that i am in like a slug like mood i dont feel like doing anythng... like usual. lol i should start getting dressed for tonight now so by the time 2nite comes i'll be ready...
i feel sick...ima go wash the dishes real quick and brb...ok here i am now...
I have been in a real lonley type mood lately, i am alone and lonely... the only company i have right now is my half empty glass of water and 2 coffee/creme oreos... i think i'm going to go draw now.... or maybe work on my novel.... maybe both... i dunno ... good bye now.