DAMN!!!

GOD DAMN IT! I JUST WROTE A WHOLE FREAKIN ENTRY AND ERASED IT!!!!!!! DAMN DAMN DAMN !!!!

DAMN!!!

GOD DAMN IT! I JUST WROTE A WHOLE FREAKIN ENTRY AND ERASED IT!!!!!!! DAMN DAMN DAMN !!!!

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...well i woke up again.... just thought i'd let ya'll know...

up to valentines day and then 1

okee the week was really pretty boring...
so friday was the day before valentines day and i got 12 carnations 6 of which were from tim and when orlando saw that was slightly jealous... anyhooz there was the pep rally in itself was fine, but i was bored b/c i wanted to go home and see my baby... orlando that is...ok anywayz...
.uh so i came home and he picked me up at my stop with tony and lisa and i bugged him to stop at a drive threw on the way to Oxford Valley cuz i was hungry, so he stopped Wendy's... and tony and orlando now have be be guns and
orlando looked out the window and said o o i want to shoot those pigeons! we all laughed and i said babe, those arent pigeons, and he said i mean sea gulls and we laughed again and tony said dude! u didnt get it right either guess, those are geese! and then tony mocked him saying o o i wanna shoot the musk rats! i wanna shoot the musk rats and then in his voce said, those arent muskrats... *sigh* ok, lets shoot the muskrats... so then the guys went to sports authority and me and lisa stayed in the car..., she climbed into the front and wouldnt stop honking the horn, so i took the be be gun and held her, basicly, hostage. then she accidentally popped the trunk and i made her go close it and as she did so i closed her door, locked it and climbed into the driver seat, eventually let her back in and then we messed with buttons and knobs till the guys came back... and then lisa is yelling at tony b/c she was gonna be late for work, so we dropped tony off at work, where we saw jeff and he gave me the quater he owed me. then tony told us a 'short cut' to get home, *ahem*... it didnt work and we got lost and orlando was runnin low on gas... and the whole time lisa is swearing to kill, strangle and whatnot tony... we got back on the right road, and me and orlando get into a big fight with lisa in the back seat and she tries to mediate the arguement and like uses her cell phone like a microphone.. eventually we got her home and orlando brings me home we talk whatever bothered us and then came in for alittle then he left...thats all i remember about friday
saturday, orlando woke me up (he was my wake up call) i got ready and he came to pick me up and we went tot he movies to see 50 first dates, it was pretty good, then we exchanged gifts, and went to the drve threw at KFC for some pop corn chicken, which we both LOVE! and that was that then he had to go to work and then he came over for a small while after work... altogether he gave me :
MY GIFTS!
1.) a rose 2.) a bag of cherry twizzlers nibs 3.) a 3musketeer bar 4) Crash Nitro Cup for game cube and a gigantic card...
SATERDAY! today i had play practice at 130, lauren lended me her hair me her hair straightener, and now here i am... ok good bye now...

A catch-up game!!!!

OKEE A CATCH UP OF LIKE THE ENTIRE PAST WEEK!SUNDAY:Went to Uncle JAcks to celebrate the birth of both he and my grandmom...also the day of the superbowl... big woop...MONDAY: uh....TUESDAY: hmm....WEDNESDAY: started selin carnations for valentines day!!! um... hm... ya... o ya learned Hello Dolly music... um think the new music lady is gay, not that thats a bad thing, just saying....THURSDAY: um... i dont member...sold flowers again....FRIDAY: uh... lets see... sold flowers, AGAIN!... and uh... dont remember....o i do now! went to johnnies with orlando, johnny is RICH and is was fun then we had burger king and me and orlando went back to his place for alittle then i came home...SATURDAY: day: bra shopping!!! YES! lol ha ha ha... um ya and at nite was the father dance, that was fun, hung with the girls and all... ya, all being our fathers... he he heSUNDAY!:AUDITIONS! ya ya, my voice cracked and i laughed... i cant believe i screwed up that bad... ha ha ha, o wellzMONDAY (TODAY) : nottalot, uh, didnt have to saell flowers, got a 90 on my vocab test...i presented my project in english, did ok i guess, i have such a horrible fear of speaking to a group, esp of peers, i really really hate it!... ok found out im in chourus, cool... and uh... art club... and uh, ya, bored good bye now....O O CANT WAIT TILL SATERDAY!!! TO SPEND WITH MY HONEY! :) ;)

ok since tue...

ok since tuesday.... we had off monday, exams tuesday, off wednesday, exams thursday and friday....wed. orlando came over and then at 8 we picked up jeff and tony and went to Burlhome and snowboarded, i watched and laughed at them....i did try,but its scary... there were 2 many people on the hill so we went to a spot where there werent people... then we went to Wal Mart cuz they needed some stuff and then i came home. i am pretty bored now, but i think ima go...YO IF ANY OF YOU WANNA DO SOMETHING AFTER PROM LET ME KNOW, ...JUST BECAUSE IM NOSEY... OR B4 PROM FOR THAT MATTER... I DUNNO WHATEVER...ima go check my mail now, bye

hmm...

Fankly i dont member a thing ive done over the past week...all i know is sunday we went to delaware to visit our cousins... fun as usual... lol that sounds sarcastic, but im serious...it was fun...um had off monday and had exams today.... ok thats it my week summed up...umm the english midterm was kinda hard, i didnt have enough time to finish it correctly...its spose to snow tomorrow... i mean tonite, maybe ill have off tomorrowplay meetin spose to be friday, well dann says it was changed to friday...ok good bye

leave me alone....

i hate life as we know it and even as we dont know it...god ... i dunno what is wrong with me.. why does no one like me at school?? sure they talk to me but about trivial stuff that really has no importance... no one knows what is going on in my head and on top of that not one cares! so day in and day out i go to a school where i have no friends... my only way out is at 241 the bell rings and i hurry home to either write here or to call like the only person who does care and understands...ok so on to my past few days...FRIDAY: um orlando came over and we watched a movie and friday nite standup and then we fell asleep together..SATERDAY: i got a new school skirt, went to b and e jewlers with my ma and gmom and then to burgerking and then i came home and ripped apart my room to clean it... it is now back together and still doesnt look clean...went to church and we rented The Emperors Club... good movie...SUNDAY: finished cleaning and ... ... ...picked up orlando ate and he went home... ... ... ... and then had a heart to heart with antonio... ... and then got yelled at for STILL being on the phone...TODAY: we must have been the ONLY school who didnt have OFF!!! grr... fyne...goodbye

um ...

um ya i dont remember the last time i wrote so ill just tell about yesterday and my thoughts on today
YESTERDAY: i came home from school and called orlando who informed me that both tony and he were on their way over, this was a bit of a surprise due to the fact that we didnt discuss what we were doing that day... so they get here and we hang and then we go to tonys but inbetween there me and orlando had a fight and tony took my side which pissed orlando off but tony knows i was right.... orlando apologized int he car after i told him how mad i was... but then at tonys house he said something mean and tony chucked something at him like dude that wasnt nice and jeff was like dont get involoved with them... but tony still stuck up for me anywayz ... we filmed a short movie for a comtest either tony of jeff was entering...i dunno... i got to film and be in it! he he he... and at tonys he got a package full of heartagram stuff and i got 2 heartagram wrist bands... cool...ok so then we went to jeffs to watch it and after awhile orlando asked tony what time he had to be home, tony looked at me and said not 9... ( i had to be home at nine with no complaints from me, because i had stuff to do)... and jeffs like lay off dude its a school night... he he he everyone was sticking up for me at pt.... um ya so then i came home and watched tv with my dad (yes... and we didnt fight!)
TODAY: its snowing and im alone....i hate snow...
i may go work on my english project now...goodbye...

ya...

i dont feel like making my type all pretty like... um this mornin we filled out our iflrtz i shall buy 1 b/c they are funny... um mrs maloney was in a hyper eccentric mood thank GOD we are done heart of darkness... at lunch we discussed our status' in life for alittle... um i gotta 100 on my family history project... ... orlando picked me up and i get to borrow t.h.u.g. i went to orlandos for a bit for some fun... and then i came home...and i played sims and t.h.u.g. and then here i am.... ok bye--

hello...QUACK!.. eep did that come outta me?!?

Ok and here was my splendiferous (god why am i in sucha weird mood??) weekend...
ok friday nite me and my mama watched pirates of the carribean (again) and then i slept.
Saturday.... i slept till forever, than there was a mix up of what time we all (tony and lisa and jeff and johnny and orlando and ME!) were chillin (chillin?) so i called lisa who had to work till 830 and said i should start work next week (i am oddly excited about this)... um so i went to early mass (boo!) and then orlando came to pick me up and we went to tonys ... johnny was already there... and we watched a 411 video featuring Bam (yay!) and then lisa (yay!) called and we packed up and went to lisas to watch... o o gross thing at tonys! me and johnny were kinda watching one of tonys 6 cats and his dog, that is the size of a cat, and they were fighting and then the dog started humping the cat!!! EWWWW!!!!! EWWW! me and johnny were like uh... tony.... ok so then after the movie at lisas, me and orlando wrestled and tony thinks its sad that i am an even match for him... i was holding my own... and then orlando and lisa were hitting eachotha with pillows and i looked at tony like.. nope... i cant hurt him...ok that was saturday...
Sunday was another sleep late day and then i went to joannes and boscovs with me madre and i bought a patch and at boscovs i bought clothes for work... so i got home and was forced against my will i assure u to help pack up xmas crap.. then tony called and i convinced orlando to go to his house so we went and i learned a drum rythem... and tony knocked over a glass jar with marbles and sand in it.. the glass broke and he made a really great face! omg... it was so funny...
ok so ya my day today was um... ya ok good bye...o i stayed after school for art club.. ok bye

...

hi-
today we got out early... o boy... my daddy picked me up at my bus stop b/c it was so damn cold and i hate the cold... then he dropped me off home, he had to pick up emy... i called orlando and he and tony came here to pick me up and we went to wendys and tony got us fries, we took the food to lisas and ate it and then hung alittle till lisa had to go to work, which orlando drove and lisa handed in my app... then me and orlando and tony went to neshaminy where they messed around with little cars they have and the mall security was like put those away or i will have to confiscate them, JERK! then tony had to go to work and me and Orlando came home, then he had to go pick up Johnny so i hope we all can hang tomorrow... we want to go to lisas and watch movies so i hope that works out.... he he he this is like one big run-on sentence ok well that was my day me and emy 'll prob watch a movie lata... i gotta take a showa...ok
bye-

weee a survey

Instructions:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you.
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01. I am going to be17 years old next year.
02. I used to be obsessed with horses.
03. I AM semi-obsessed with Bam margera!!!!.
04. I do not allow myself to fall into awkward romantic situations.
05. I love autumn.
06. I wanta tattoo. (but am afraid of needles)
07. I love to take pictures.
08. I overthink everything.
09. I have notbeen drinking and smoking more than is good for me.
10. I'm a shopaholic.
11.I tend to ruin things for myself
12. Ilove big cities.
13. I am pretty religious.
14. My religion is Catholisism
15. I am a huge procrastinator.!!!!!!!!!
16. I make myself unhappy more than anyone else could.
17. If it were up to me I wouldn't always keep in touch with people.
18. I have a lot to learn .
19. I don;t miss people.
20. I sometimes like to watch the rain and think.
21. I have a lot of coping left to do.
22. I am obsessed with livejournal.
23. I love hugs.
24. I care deeply for some people.
25. I wish I could express myself better.
26. I should exercise more.
27. I started doing this because I don't feel like going to bed yet.
28. I wish i could trust people more.
29. I need to sleep.
30. If i could pick up any sport quickly... skateboarding!.
31. If I were an X-men, I'd be jean grey.
32. I am a believer inequal opportunity.
33. I'm definetely a scorpio.
34. I wish friendships were easier.
35. I (would )love to get drunk and have intellectual conversations.
36. I dont hate wearing socks to bed.
37. I love the water. and beach
38. I've never been surfing.
39. I wish I always had the upper hand.
40. I can be really personable(when i wanna be)
41. I really enjoy thoughtful gifts, even if they cost nothing.
42. I'm not going to study in mcdevittnext year.
43. I love (warm) blankets.
44. I often get (emotionally) beat up by meanfriends.
45. I 'm a very private person.
46. I hate impersonal greeting cards.
47. I dislike feminists who reject male feminist.
48. I hate straight-edgers who are condescending.
49. I still watch cartoons.
50. I love my friends more than anything else.
51. Michael Jackson scares me.
52. I (would) love to share booze.
53. I love tohave moneyto spend on other people
54. I dont bite my nails.
55. I hate being freezing.
56. I can't cook.
57. I think I'm unloved when i shouldnt.
58. If I were a character on TV... i'd be the Evil villan
59. I have not been to france
60. I wish I had more motivation.
61. I hope I always follow my dreams.
62. I have no intentions to go to france.
63. I overreact about things sometimes.
64. I should sleep now.
65. I want to stop letting people get to me.
66. I love to drink.
67. I dont like to be alone all the time.
68. I wish I continued to learn guitar.
69. I don't always tell people when I can't stand them.
70. I used to have a lot of junk.
71. Going home does NOT excite me.
72. I do like the taste of beer.
73. I am sometimes too pretentious.
74. I either sleep too much or too little, but never just enough
75. I dontpass notes.
76. My essays are always bull shitted
77. I want to stop the issues in my head.
78. I love Italian food.
79. I appreciate proper grammatical usage.(when it comes to, "i couldn't care less)
80. I want to visit California.
81.I havent had any plastic surgery
82. I love to go shopping.
83. I eat too much lately.
84. I've lied to my parents about some of my relations with boys.
85. I wish he would express his emotions, postive or negative.
86. Sometimes I think to myself, "What are you doing here?".
87. I love wearing black.
88. I prefer it when feelings offriendships are returned.
89. I dont mind when people are obsessed with how awful they think they look.
90. I think its hilarious when people fall down.
91. I need to sleepway more than I've been reading lately.
92. I sometimes walk with no destination.
93. My hair needs to be trimmed.
94. I love to laugh.
95. I love to look in to the sky.
96. I am extremely true to the description of my zodiac sign.
97. I love jeans.
98. I am glad that people from home go to the school I am in now.
99. I think this survey is long
100. I vote yes on gay marriages

um... ya

today has been not bad... but not good... it asi asi (so so) i called lisa today to see how she is (she was sick) she is ok... over the phone i was filling my app for Nickles (the restuarant) she will hand it in tomorrow... so hopefully soon i will have a job... and money (yes!)... well i hope i can work with lisa b/c ill all be new and alone...
last nite i was talking to my cuz on the phone... she helped me feel better.... so instead of being depressed today i am simply indifferent... i gotta call lisa back soon...
KUDOS! to tony for getting his liscence, the lucky bastard...
yipee... we get out early tomorrow i wanna go out, plus i gotta see lisa to sign my app.... ya ok... i believe thats it ok and to steal from jess m...
a shout out to all my girls (including jess m, despite the fact she didnt include me...)and Morgan, and of course bunny....
ok good bye ...

I HATE LIFE

wtf... i hate life... i really am depressed...ive even thought ouf if i were to kill myself... but there is no quick way to do it, due to the fact i do not own a gun... life really has a away of taking any fun i have away and making me miserable and alone and i am really coming to the end of my rope.... my father doesnt even care about me... he says he does but he is so overprotective and really i am NOT a chinadoll nor am i like 7 i really really am pissed off... like more than ive been... god i always end up alone... but whats worse than that is im used to it...if any one is even bothering to read this i am NOT looking for pity, i dont want ur pity, i am just venting, b/c i have no one to talk to, the only other person id call, who i know is there for me and will listen to me, beside orlando,who isnt home, is out 2! so i am alone, xcept for my nazi father in the kitchen, who i fully dont expect to talk to for as long as i can... he brought me a tastey cake jr. prob b/c he knew he pissed me off... he thinks i can be bought with cake... pft! cake.... god...

HEY!

u guys bite!!! dont go stealing me style of writing! I showed u not so u could write eXacTLy like me! grrr.... ok im good
yah! it wasnt raining today so i got to prac skating! it was fUn and i met an angel.... i am convinced he was an angel! I was alone out side and this guy prob late 20s early 30 walked up to me, who i didnt see coming and said to me are u having fun? and i asked what he said b/c i didnt hear him... and he asked againa nd i said o ya, but i am only learning.. turns out this spanish looking fella skated too he very briefly told me about when he 1st started and then he encouraged me not to give up and i really htought that was nice... than he said his name was ralf and it was nice to meet me... i said im liz and nice to meet u 2.... when i was littler i always though the name Raphael, was a funky way to say Ralf, so ya i thin i met an angel...
morgan came ove to dinner today with bub and saba... that made me happy
im still in this damn depressed mood and i dont know what exactly is wrong... sigh... i still hafta finish my art project uhg!

la te dum de da um de da da da

My stomach hurts, im tired, i dont wanna read heart of darkness, my vision is semi-blurry, im almost outta Better Cheddars, im cold, and im alone.... lets see anything else? well i was up till 430 last night with my ma finishing my damn history project... i am so tired... i had better get a good grade on that thing or she can choke on it for all i care...
Good News, Morgan, my only 1st cousin from NY is comin in to visit tomorrow. yipee...
It's raining... how the hell am i spose to skate in the RAIN? i mean really i finally decide to get off my lazy ass and do something and it RAINS! uhg! i cant skate in the rain! it will ruin me grip tape! uhg sigh....grrr...
lets see... recap of the last 2 days... Saterday we went to breakfast with bub and sab and i talked to him for the beyond evil project.We dropped emy off at auditions for her play company, and me and mom went to Target where i got a memory card and bracelet and white out pens and a nifty metallic sharpie.Then we went to Uncle Jacks for some holiday togetherness, where i was gonna skate, but it was 2 dark... hmm... ya, so then sunday slept till i had to get up and go worship my mothers god, i hate church, and after church we went to target again to exchange the memory card i got b/c it was the WRONG one, and also to buy some stuff for my history project so i could put it together and that is how i spent my afternoon, night and early morning, working on it.
ok, thats enough i guess, maybe ill go play crazy taxi... or not...

YES!

yes yes yes! my day improved i am no longer pissed i am happy... tonite we did go back out. Orlando and tony picked me up and we went to franklin mills (where i saw chris donivin and his girlfriend... how did i know it was his g/f? he was DRAPED on her) and then to neshaminy where we went to hot topic to visit jeff who was still working, but tony bought me a sticker and patch to cover a sticker that is already on my bag... and tony said that he will tell me the best time to give in my app for a job, being that he was employee of the month several tmes... any hooz then we picked up a sad lisa who got happier and we went skating, and i didnt watch i skated 2 and i am proud of me for doing so... i really am lisa and tony and orlando were giving me pointers and i was skating all by myself so ha ha ha to anyone who doubts me! YESSSS a perfect end to my day and the closing of the holiday! : )

o ya...

o and i feel compelled to tell u at pet smart tony had unscrewed orlandos anttena and was smacking people (in our group) with it... and at burger king we remeniced (ya i spelled that wrong!) of the old days when we went through the drive through and the sun roof... and also that chili, that lisa spit out all over, looked like puke...

Grrr

well, i WAS having a good day... i was picked up at like 945, we met tony lisa and jeff at the checks place next to the gas station, then we drove out to title 10. and it was fun watchin the guys i even tried in the bowl, i have zero talent... that damn bowl is slippery and steep, i need a boost to get out... it was freezing in there so i had on a tee shirt, sweat zipper hoodie and orlandos hoodie, which when i walked in the door realized i was still wearing... so then after title 10 we went to pet smart b/c tonyneeded cat food and then we went to burger king for lunch and then we dropped of lisa and jeff b/c they had to work, and then me and orlando and tony went to radio shack so tony could spend $100 on a toy, where i asked him if he was wearing mascara b/c he has very long eyelashes (turns out he doesnt wear any)... so then i called my FATHER to be responsible and ask to go to tonys and watch a video and he said NO! which made me sad...so i get punished for being responsible THAT'LL teach me to check in like a good daughter! there is the slightest chance that we can all go out tonite but it prob wont work out and i will be sad... why cant anything work out right for me? i am so mad at my father, he always ruins my fun... grrr...

ya... um , ya

ok so here i am now, i had a nice night. Me and Lauren, Mario, and Cara went bowling. Lauren got into a little bit of a weird mood so that made me sad b/c i dont wanna see my best friend in a bad mood... this morning well afternoon we went for annual dinner/ lunch at my babci's for traditional "good luck" polish food....we also played cards there, it was fun...but i am so excited i can't wait till tomorrow. I dunno if i said buttomorrow me and orlando and tony and lisa and jeff are going skating! yipee. they are alotta fun to hang with! like the time me and orlando and tony and lisa went tot he drive through and we got the food through the sun roof... it really isnt funny when u say it, but being there... and we got it on tape... lol, uhh sigh.. good times...well i have to wake up to be ready by 930 and being that i have been sleeping till 130 i need to go to bed... boo my nail polish is chipping...ok bed time... night!.. i am finally in a happy state

HIC HIC HIC

damnit i got the hiccups!!!!

o...

o, well... its new years... o boy... how fun.... dont get me wrong i had a nice night but its a bummer i found out a buncha friends were hanging out and i didnt get to go... o well... new years is always so exciting... um no i lied its not. Well another year and here i am just in the most pleasant mood anyone can hope to be in. well atleast friday will be happy... we all (orlando, me, lisa, tony, jeff, etc.) are gone skating... yipee!i guess tomorrow i will simply sleep the day away till frday when i can have some fun... o wait except for tomorrow nite if i do something... i dont know whatever.... god i hate being alone...good bye

5-4-3-2-1---o boy

i am probably not as excited as i should be... the best thing about new years? booze and explosives, in that order. but i dont get enough of that...booze that is. o well. so i am here again neglecting the work i should be doing. I think i am part vampire, how ironic i am something i fear most. I think i am a vampire because i love the dark nights, i hate going outside during the day. I love to stay up at night and sleep my day away. anywayz, i hate to do my work...
Lauren and i are attempting to make plans for tomorrow, and i still want to go out on friday... whats today? tuesday? no wednesday? ya wednesday...
O orlando did a very romantic thing for me yesterday... he sent me a text that said would u like to spend sometime with me tonite under the stars? and i wrote back of course and he came here and we looked at the starts through the sun roof, i thought that was nice. I like little things like that. :)
other than that i am in like a slug like mood i dont feel like doing anythng... like usual. lol i should start getting dressed for tonight now so by the time 2nite comes i'll be ready...
i feel sick...ima go wash the dishes real quick and brb...ok here i am now...
I have been in a real lonley type mood lately, i am alone and lonely... the only company i have right now is my half empty glass of water and 2 coffee/creme oreos... i think i'm going to go draw now.... or maybe work on my novel.... maybe both... i dunno ... good bye now.

EEP

I am in an odd mood, i just finished my english paper. it is not much better than b4, but to bad. I still have a bunch left on my history project... sigh, I am cold, but clean, i just took a shower. I am hungry too...ok so my day is this, i stayed up till 230 and slept till 130 then i woke up and ate some babka (polish sweet bread)and played Crazy Taxi on Game Cube. I then spent quality family time with my sister and father and played Scrabble. I lost. i then took my shower and now here i am. What a productive day. I know Jess M. doesnt like not being productive, but i don't mind one bit i enjoy being lazy.I am in like an A.D.D. mood... i type a sentence and then i look around and my mind wanders and i get bored with the song im listening to. la la la te dum dum ta. he he he was sitting here eating my secret santa from dann while i finished my english and now i am more awake, yet still hungry. well i supose that is enough i shall go work on my history project now... and maybe depending on how bored i am will come back, probably not though... O but 1st i shall leave you with thtis little poem: Razors pain you, rivers are damp, acids stain you, and drugs cause cramps, guns arent lawful, nooses give, gas smells aweful, you might as well live.

IiIiIiIiIiI'm bAaAaAack!

wOw, so here i am twice in one day, i probably won't write for awhile b/c i bet i'll forget, though i'll try not to forget... so after neglecting my work earlier today i pained my nails black... so now i have black nails...he he he how exciting... i need music. There we go, daniel lioneye, king of rock and roll... ya, so yesterday we drove out to my moms friends house and i hung with their son Jonathan... he's fun to hang with... and the proud owner of a pink belt and a new deck, (He broke the last 3 with small shit like a nollie, they were old decks), and ritalin. Ya so we had fun. my father passed out christmas eve... he is ok now, but he had to go to the hospital because he is a heart patient, i was worried b/c he had to stay over night... but hes ok... i got blood tests too for the 4 times i passed out, the tests came back ok, but i felt ok when they took them so i dunno how accurate that is...AHHH BACK OFF ILL TAKE U ON! head strong to take on anyone... so ya. Weekdays suck... because its harder to go out, i am already formulating plans for friday i wanna do something with tony and lisa and orlando... ya so ya... lol ok can u tell im bored? imma go check out a site johnathan gave me to look at so i write tomorrow (which is in like 5 minutes being that its 1155..) whateva

ArGG

This damn journal is more trouble than its worth, though i supose it is good to let stress out or whatever... well i woke up again... and here i sit typing in a journal no one will care about with a bowl of soggy rice crispeys. If any one wants to know what my user name is it is Sweet Poison Girl a combination of "Your Sweet six six six", "Poison Girl", and "Sweet Pandemonium". 3 HIM songs. i am wasting time i have important things i need to do like my history project and laundry and eating... i added that last one. o and add a thing to my english papaer damn it. well there u have it, my life as of now. isnt that exciting??... no i no it isnt o well good bye cruel world.